The room where Greg had taken him was obviously where Greg was living at the moment–it was his scent which dominated the entire space, from the bed, to the small bathroom accessible through a sliding door shared with another room beyond, to the piles of filth and clothes littered in every possible space. However, the longer Eric stayed in there, the more clues he picked up that this hadn’t always been Greg’s space–the desk littered with notes and textbooks open and scattered, the occasional piece of clothing which didn’t have Greg’s trademark stench infused through it, but the clues were to disparate, and he was so focused on other, more important things, to really worry that much about it.
Greg was never far away from him. In fact, Greg was rarely not touching him–the two of them spending hours upon hours cleaning each other, becoming familiar with one another, pleasuring one another. Eric had never found himself very interested in sex. He’d never dared confess this to his fellow teammates, but he was still a virgin. He’d only kissed a girl a few times, but something about their lips, and the taste of their spit had always deflated any sort of sexual desire he might have felt. With Greg, he was rapidly discovering why this was. First, he wanted men. He wanted to kiss men, and lay with men, and smell men and fuck men and drink cum and eat their hairy asses and drink their piss. But deeper than that–his sexual desire had always been tied to his own musk and his filth and his scent.
On occasion, memory would overwhelm him–usually some strange, teenage experiment he’d done with himself which he had long since forgotten about and distanced from this person he’d been trying to become. Exploring his ass while he was taking a shit one afternoon, feeling his hole expand as he shat into the water, sliding a finger in and licking it clean while he’d jacked off. One morning in the sweltering summer, he’d had both a wet dream and wet his bed when he was seventeen–and instead of getting out and taking a shower, he’d jacked off again and again in the middle of the night. He’d thrown the sheets out with the trash the next day, before his parents could find any evidence. Each of these memories, it felt like he was connecting with some deep lost self, and the person he’d thought he was–the clean, studious, quiet Eric–was all a fabrication which could no longer hold together now that it had revealed its seams.
The few times Greg had left him alone for a few minutes, usually to go get them food and beer for a break, he’d satisfy himself with some of Greg’s cast off clothing, sucking the dried cum and piss from the fabric, wondering why he was doing any of this. Why he’d spent so much of his life not doing this. Why he’d fought so hard for so long what was clearly something he was made to do–or at least, that’s what Greg kept telling him. That he was finding out who he was again, who he’d been meant to be. Eric didn’t believe it, but something about what Greg was saying rang true anyway.
Eric didn’t know when it was, when he heard the fighting outside the door, but it had been loud enough to make him lose focus on his jock for a bit. He’d…forgotten to take it off after practice, and Greg had become obsessed with it, making Eric jack off into it over and over again, fill it with acrid piss, even wipe his ass with it. The pouch had gone from a dirty white to now a deep, disgusting brown, damp and reeking–he stood up and pulled it on, finding it…comforting, and poked his head out of the room to see what the ruckus was. There was Tom, blocking the hallway, and Greg by the stairs with a couple plates loaded with food and more beer, shouting at each other.
“–spent all fucking weekend cooped up in there with him! What the fucking hell, daddy? I thought I was your favorite? I thought you were going to teach me?”
“I ain’t got time for your damn nonsense boy, now step aside!”
Tom’s feet shuffled a bit, but he replanted them. “No–I want some fucking time with you daddy! I…I need you in me, I need to taste you for a bit, no one else tastes like you do. Please, you can’t…do this to me, and then just…leave me behind.”
Eric thought he sounded weak. Thought he smelled weak. That surprised him a bit, that he had an opinion on how Tom smelled–he slipped out into the hallway and took a couple steps towards him, smelling his teammate, needing to confirm his own instinct. He couldn’t exactly say why he thought so, but…weak was the word. Desperate. Needy. Sweet.
Tom sniffed the air, smelling something…new. He turned around and found himself facing Eric, and he could smell Greg on him…but more than that even. He could smell…him. The odor was pungent and strong and forceful and lovely and sexy and…and Tom…wanted him. Wanted Eric to want him. His head couldn’t quite process what was going on, the combined musk of the two men was making him light headed–he stumbled over against the wall, trying to make his cock not get hard.
“What’s going on?” Eric asked.
“Don’t worry about it,” Greg said, walking past Tom, “Some boys can get really fucking demanding–you’ll see.”
“Fuck you,” Tom said with a groan, “You’ve been with him all fucking weekend! All I want is…is just a taste!”
Eric just stared at him a moment, and then looked at Greg. “What do you mean, all weekend?”
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