Manning Up (Part 7)

I…started fucking with Brock after that, changing his whole look into the kind of man I’d always wanted. I forced him to get a haircut, and gave him a nasty looking mullet, like the one’s from all the 80’s porn I’d always fucking loved, and kept it plenty grungy and greasy. He was so big, it was easier to just buy him overalls and wellingtons for his massive feet, and that’s all he wore from then on–no shirt, not that you could see much of his skin through the thick hair on his chest, arms and back. Still, I insisted on the tattoos anyway. Brock was nervous about it, but…but I turned him onto the idea pretty quick. The pain…I got a bit carried away with that, with making him like it. I liked seeing the welts, and the scars, almost as much as I liked seeing the tattoos peeking through all that hair, but when he saw the first ones, he just turned red and looked away as quick as he could.

In fact, that’s the part I enjoyed the most. I could tell that he hated it, all of it. His body, the clothes I put him in, the hair and the beard, the drinking and the smoking, the fact that every time he spoke now, he sounded like a dumb hick. I’d catch him staring at himself in the mirror, whispering to himself that it was just another couple of weeks, that when he got back to school it would all be back to normal, like nothing had happened. He’d never have to come back here ever again. I heard that, and fuck, it pissed me the fuck off, but I didn’t let on that I’d heard it–instead, I started telling him how much he liked it here. That he liked being stupid, that he liked being a brute, that he liked dressing and looking like trailer trash, that he wanted to smoke cigars like a chimney and get drunk every night, just like me. Yeah, I made him beg me to let him get even more tattoos, made him tell me how hard the sting of the needle made him. I made sure he picked out the sleaziest, most humiliating ones that the local shop was willing to do on him…and we put his new nickname there, across the back of his neck–Brick. Because he’s thick as a brick, and as solid as one too. All the guys on the site called him that. I made him practice writing it at home, a couple hundred times a day. I wanted him to believe it himself. I wanted him to believe it, because if he did, then he’d always need me, and he’d never leave.

He’d marked the day school started on the calendar, and the day before, Brick had the fucking audacity to ask me when we were going to leave–and I told him the truth. I told him he wasn’t going back to school. I told him that he was a liar, that he’d never even gotten through highschool, much the less gotten into college. That he was Brick–not Brock, not some smart guy like that. I told him that his place was here with me, and that’s the way things had to be. Honestly? I expected him to push back, but he just nodded, and then went to the bathroom to cry. I knew I should feel bad, in my mind, but I didn’t…feel shit like that anymore. I wasn’t supposed to feel shit like that, not for some dumb musclepig like Brick. I gave him a couple of minutes to sort himself out, and then ordered him to get out here and clean my dirty hole for a bit–that always helped him feel a bit better, and brightened my mood too. I should have known that wasn’t the end of it though–that a fucker like Brock wouldn’t try to get away with every stupid idea that crossed his mind.

I woke up in the middle of the night with a jolt to the heart, and discovered Brick was gone. I’d gone slack with him, I realized. He’d been paying close attention to my orders, and he’d just…fucking left while I was sleeping. The panic in my heart–I’d never felt anything like it before. Brick was mine–mine! I threw on some clothes, and thankfully the dumbass had left the truck behind and gone off on foot. I did recall forbidding him from driving at some point, so maybe he didn’t have a choice. I got in and headed for the one place he’d try and get to–Hobos, the biker bar outside of town. I’d gotten the ban on him lifted a couple weeks earlier, after I’d shown the owner what a good, obedient fucker Brock could be. I rolled up, stormed in and cracked a couple of heads, but I was too late. He’d hooked up with some grungy biker and made a deal. The man had agreed to drive him somewhere, in exchange for as many fucks as he wanted once they got there.

My fucker, my Brick, had run off with some…fucking biker. Still, I knew where they were headed–where Brick was trying to go. I got back in the truck and blazed out of town on the highway, topping a hundred the whole way, and after an hour, I ran that fucking bike off the road, and sent them both into a ditch.

I raped that biker for an hour, and I made Brick watch. He was a sizable fucker, when I started, but by the time I was through with him, he’d shrunk to around five foot five, weighed around 400 pounds, and was begging me for my piss and cum like a bitch pig. I waved down a trucker and “convinced” him to give the pig a ride in the cab with him, giving the biker his last orders–that he’d spend the rest of his live whoring himself for truckers and bikers on the highways, and make sure he came through town at least twice a year so he could service me–and sent them on their way. Then, it was just me, and Brick.

He begged me to understand. He begged me to take him back to school, to let him go. That if he didn’t get there by dawn, he’d never be normal–we’d never be normal. Instead, I fisted his ass in the ditch for a couple of hours, facing him east, so he could watch the sunrise, and then we got back in the car, and headed back home. Brock’s gone now–probably forever–it’s just me and Brick now. I…I can remember everything too, in ways that I couldn’t before, and honestly? I…I feel terrible, about what I’ve done, about who I am now, but I can’t stop. Neither of us can, now, and honestly? When I have my thick cock buried in Brick’s hole, listening to the big brute grunting around those huge cigars I make him smoke? I can almost pretend that everything that happened was for the best. I know it’s a lie, but that’s all I got. That’s all anyone’s got, I think, the lies we tell ourselves. Still, you asked, right? For the truth? Do you feel better, or do you like the lie better?

Manning Up (Part 6)

I asked the guys at the site what the hell they were all standing around for, acting good for fucking nothing, but none of them could answer me. I told Brock to face the truck and not move, that if anyone went to touch him he’s shout for me, and I started investigating, expecting a trap, but Aaron was still nowhere to be found. I asked about him, and finally I got an answer out of someone, that Aaron hadn’t shown up at all, not since leaving the day before, my cum still running down his legs. I asked them why they hadn’t gotten to work on their projects, and a few of them kicked the dirt.

“We were…waiting for you, sir.”

“Didn’t want you mad at us, sir.”

“Just, after yesterday, we…well, you’re the boss sir.”

I cussed them all out, called them a bunch of lazy fucks, and told them to get to work–they scurried off and double-timed it. I marched into the trailer and started sorting through paperwork–I’d been working with Aaron long enough that I know the basics of his job, and the holes filled themselves in easily enough. It took me close to an hour to realize I had no idea where Brock was, and my heart skipped two beats. I shoved my head out of the trailer, and saw him still standing in front of the truck, staring at the hood, sun beating down on him, sweat pouring down his back. I ordered him into the trailer with me, got him some water and told him he’d been a real good boy for staying just like I’d told him to do, and then told him to get to work with the rest of the guys–but that if a single one of them made a move on him, he’d better come tell me. He nodded, unable to look me in the eye, and squeezed his massive frame out of the trailer.

It was afternoon when Aaron’s Jeep came rolling up, but the man who climbed out…he looked like Aaron, but something was off about him. He looked shorter for one thing, and fatter. I could see that his clothes didn’t quite fit right, his gut hanging out the bottom of his shirt. I ordered his ass into the trailer, and he jumped to obey. He apologized profusely and begged me to forgive him–and then he went a step further, and begged for my cock again. That surprised me, but fuck, his ass had been nice yesterday, and listening to him beg for his job had gotten me hard as a rock–still, I gave him a good beating with my belt for being late before raping both his holes again, and then I dragged him back out and tied him down to a sawhorse out in the yard. As a team building exercise, I made every guy take a turn–all of them were straight, of course, but none of them were willing to disobey. I even let Brock take a turn, though he had a very hard time performing as a top, even with his eight inch cock. I let everyone know that, from now on, Aaron was the bottom rung around here, and that his ass was fair game, anytime and anyplace. That if he refused, come tell me, and I’d set the pig straight. Aaron was terrified, but his stubby cock was rock hard after I said it. I let everyone go home early, and back home…I noticed something, when I went to go have a shower.

Aaron wasn’t the only one who looked different after yesterday. I…I barely recognized myself in the mirror. Six foot one and probably 275 pounds of mostly beef–last time I’d weighed myself I’d been 260 with a pot belly, but my gut had mostly disappeared, with just a thick layer covering a hard core. I had more hair all over, and a good amount of it was turning a bit silver. My scruff had grown into a full beard, my hairline receding slightly–and fuck, I reeked. I took a good whiff of my musk, and my cock started leaking in the front of my jeans. I skipped the shower, and gave Brock a good long fuck instead, and then I sat down with him, and asked him if he’d noticed what was happening to me.

“A bit,” he said, “I…not too much before, but after my dad, and after Aaron…yeah. You…got really fuckin’ sexy, sir. Smell really sexy too.”

“Fuckin’ pig–you wanna sleep in my bed tonight? Your face buried in my pits?”

He nodded, a bit reluctant, but I knew what he wanted–what he needed. I knew what was best for him.

“But sir…don’t forget you promised. You said you’d take me back to school, don’t forget, please don’t forget. I trusted you with this because you’re…good. A good guy. No one else would.”

I’d completely forgotten about it, to be honest, but I nodded. Fuck, it had seemed so long ago at that point, I had a hard time even remembering what Brock had looked like before all of this. Still, I told myself that I had promised…but I had my doubts too. What was a big lug like him going to do at a college? He was too stupid for that shit. Besides wasn’t he happy here? He should be happy here–this is where he belonged, right? With me, with his daddy. With his master.

But this wasn’t me. I kept trying to tell myself that, for the next few days, but it was becoming harder and harder to believe. It just…it all felt so right, you know? It felt right, and I fucking enjoyed it too, I’ll be honest. I could make Brock do anything I wanted, whenever I wanted, and no matter what it was, he’d thank me when I was finished. I…I could have the man I’d always wanted. I hadn’t realized how exhausting it was, being alone like I had been, until I had someone with me. Someone I could trust, someone I could own. I know, it’s fucked. It’s too late now anyway. He’s not a person, not really. Besides, if I let him go now, what the fuck do you think would happen? He’d be dead in a week–if I don’t tell Brick to go to the bathroom, he shits and pisses himself like an animal. You see? I have to do this, for him. Because I am a good guy. No one else would put up with this, not now. I’m the only guy he has left.

Manning Up (Part 5)

The next morning, we talked. It was slow going, because he had to try and dance around whatever was blocking his tongue, and he also didn’t quite have the mental sharpness he’d had before all of this, but I got a better sense of what was going on. It was clear that there were details he couldn’t reveal, but something was indeed happening to him, and it was something relating to college, or someone at college. He told me that I had to promise him, that no matter what happened, I’d take him back to college on the first day of school, at the end of August. We marked the day on the calendar, and I told him I would do as he asked. He seemed relieved, but he was also…still scared, for some reason. It seemed like he was scared of me, or maybe he was just scared of the entire situation. Still, it was only a couple of months–whatever this was, it was strange as hell, but I told him we would get through it together.

But he kept getting worse and worse, as the next few weeks passed by. I would give him lists of tasks to do around the place, like usual, but he wouldn’t follow them–I’d get home and find him masturbating in a puddle of his own piss, or worse, he’d have disappeared. Those were the worst feelings, when I discovered he’d run off. I knew where he’d gone, of course–always the rest area a few miles down the road to suck cock–but every time he went missing, some icy hand gripped my heart. I was afraid that I might lose him. For a few days, I agonized over the possibility that I was falling in love the the lug, but that wasn’t how it felt–it felt more like I’d misplaced something of value–an object, not a person. Was Brock just a thing to me? That should have worried me more at the time, but if anything I felt relieved that I could keep an emotional distance. Still, it was clear that I couldn’t afford to leave Brock alone anymore, for his own safety, of course, and so I told the foreman that I had a friend of mine staying with me, and asked if he could work on the project for a month or so for a bit of cash. We didn’t really need another worker, but he owed me a favor–so Brock started coming with me each day I went to work–but that…well, maybe if I hadn’t, Brock would still be Brock, but I’m past regrets now. I can’t change what I did, so why worry about it?

Like I said earlier, I worked in heavy machinery, so I spent most of the day sitting in the cab of a backhoe. Brock, on the other hand, was going to be a grunt–fetching and carrying and that sort of stuff. For a few days, it all worked out fine, or at least, it seemed to be working fine, until I noticed that I wasn’t seeing much of Brock out and about the construction site. I watched closely the next day, saw the foreman–Aaron–call Brock into the trailer early, and neither of them came out for hours. That icy hand on my heart–it went from fear straight to jealousy. I busted in there and found Brock on his knees in front of my boss, sucking him off, and I was so fucking furious that this fucker was using my fucking property without even asking my permission–I don’t know what the fuck came over me, but I fucking howled at them, tore Brock away, and tackled Aaron to the ground, beat him and rolled him over, fucking his ass raw. Brock tried to crawl away in fear, but I ordered him to just stare at the wall until I figure out what to do with him, and he did, shaking and quivering, but unable to resist the command. When Aaron finally broke down and shot a load onto the floor of the trailer, I pulled out, dragged Brock outside, bent him over a sawhorse in front of everyone on the crew, and fucked him too.

“This thing is mine, you fucking hear me?” I screamed at them, spittle flying, “You wanna use him? You fucking ask. But he’s mine–anyone tries and take him from me–go see what shape Aaron is in, and think fucking twice.”

We left that evening, and I knew I was going to be in deep shit when Aaron got his act together and called the police, but I didn’t care. Brock was trying to talk to me, trying to apologize, trying to tell me that he couldn’t help it, but I didn’t want to hear any of that. I hauled him inside my trailer, made him face the wall and whipped him with my belt for his fucking uselessness, and then fucked his ass again. He couldn’t look me in the eye for the rest of the night–he was terrified of me, but his cock was rock hard all the same. Good, I thought. Let him be scared, and let him be horny. Those two feelings should be married in his fucking idiot head–but mostly fear, He should be fucking scared of me, they all should. If they feared me, then they’d respect me, and my property.

In my head, I knew it should be the other way around–that he should scare me. Fuck, he was six foot four, and probably close to 300 pounds at that point, most of it bulk. He could have beat me easily in a straight fight, but he’d never do that. I could tell, somehow, that he would never be able to hurt me. Sure, I could tell him to hurt someone, if I wanted to, but I owned him, and he knew it. Still, I was waiting for the knock on the door, for one of the deputies to ask about how I’d assaulted and raped Aaron earlier that day–but no one came. The next day, I thought about not going to the site…but I couldn’t let myself appear that weak, right? So I got Brock ready for work and we drove over–a bit late, in fact–and discovered the entire crew just standing around, looking nervous and unsure of themselves. None of them could look me in the eye, and Aaron was nowhere to be seen.

Manning Up (Part 4)

Still, Brock came over a lot, after I bailed him out. I certainly didn’t mind the company, but it was also awkward. I’d try to bring up the sex but he’d end up shutting down the conversation or simply leaving, and so I left it. I also tried to discuss these…changes, or whatever was happening to him, but he clammed up even more whenever that subject came up. I didn’t know what to do about any of it, but I also got the sense that Brock had no clue either–but it was quickly becoming obvious that someone needed to do something, or else Brock was going to end up in jail again, and I didn’t think my uncle was going to be very lenient the next time. But Brock was growing bigger–not simply taller, but every time I saw him he looked to have packed on another two or three pounds of muscle as well. He was constantly horny as well–and whenever he was over at my place he’d start jacking off, staring at me the entire time. I’d tell him to stop, and he would–but I could see how frustrated he was getting, and he’d run off again–but the only place he could go for sex now that he was banned from Hobo’s, the bar, was probably one of the rest areas on the highway. I tried to convince myself it wasn’t my problem, but I was worried about him all the same, and when he showed up on my steps and told me he’d gotten kicked out of his parent’s house…I told him he’d be staying with me. He looked relieved in some ways, but terrified in others, but I needed to keep an eye on him–someone had to, after all.

Still, those first few days living with me–it was a bit of a nightmare. I came home from work and discovered the place was a filthy mess, with Brock at the center of it. He’d lost all sense of hygiene and decorum, so badly that he hadn’t even bothered using the toilet to piss–he’d just done it in a corner of the kitchen. I was fucking furious, of course, and so I’d forced him to clean it all up, and while he was resistant…he obeyed everything I told him to do without question or pushback, and telling him what to do…it felt fucking amazing. Seeing him on his knees cleaning the floor–I spent that whole evening ordering him around. I expected him to hate it, or to yell at me, but he just seemed…resigned, and when I told him to massage my feet, and then to suck my cock…

I tried to tell myself I was just trying to help him get back on his feet. Something was wrong in his life, obviously–probably something with his parents–and I just needed to give him some order and structure to help him get his life back on track. I would give him long lists of tasks to finish while I was at work–usually enough to keep him busy all day, but sometimes I’d still come home to a mess, and make him clean that up too. He…seemed to enjoy those moments, when he’d failed, knowing I’d be pissed at him. I started to wonder if I needed to bring him with me to work somehow, just to keep a better eye on him.

After a week of this, I got a phone call I hadn’t been expecting–it was from my uncle. Apparently, Brock’s parents had called the day before, and reported Brock missing–he’d gone out one day, and simply hadn’t returned home. Because of his erratic behavior, they’d assumed he’d come back, but he hadn’t–my uncle asked if I’d seen him. I told him that Brock was with me, and had been living with me since leaving his parents, but had told me he’d been kicked out. My uncle hadn’t cared for the details–since Brock was an adult, he could live wherever he wanted, and he said he’d talk to Brock’s folks about the issue. I, however, was going to have to have a talk with Brock. I ordered him to sit down, and started yelling at him.

“Why the fuck did you lie to me about your fucking parents?”

He didn’t answer right away, but his face got really red. “Because…My dad. He figured it out, a bit. What he could make me do. But he’s…I couldn’t stay with him. You’re…I want to be with you, sir. I trust you’ll do the right things for me. That you’ll help me figure this out. Help me be…me again.”

“Figure out what? You won’t tell me what the fuck is wrong with you! I’m stuck wondering if I need to put you in diapers, since you seem intent on pissing all over the place. I can’t help you if you won’t tell me what’s wrong and how I can help you fix this, because I’m not a miracle worker, Brock.”

He tried to speak, but the sounds he made…they didn’t sound human, somehow, like his mouth was fighting him. “I can’t sir! I can’t talk about it, but please. You’ll help me. I know you will sir, please. You’re…a good person, not like him. I just have to get through the summer, and get back, please don’t make me go back home, he’ll never let me back out of his sight.”

He got down and started rubbing his beard against my crotch, just the way I liked it. I…had enjoyed this, in some fucked up fashion. I fed him my cock, which he was obviously asking for, and told him I’d do my best–but I wasn’t prepared for Brock’s dad to come roaring up that night, and demand his son come home with him. I settled things quick, with a right hook I’ve always been known for, and sent him home with his tail between his legs, telling him that Brock was mine–and I fucked his hot ass that night, to prove it to both him…and to myself. It was the first time I’d fucked him, and while Brock had seemed hesitant to let me, he also didn’t say no when I told him to bend over the side of the bed–and from his deep moans and clutching of sheets, he certainly enjoyed himself plenty too.

Manning Up (Part 3)

Brock started crying again, and it took me a couple of minutes to get him composed again, before I went and talked to my uncle. The biker didn’t want to press charges, and the bar was happy with a ban and restraining order. He was being extra lenient, since Brock was usually a good kid, but another episode like this, and there’d be trouble. I went back to the cell and told Brock that he’d be getting out, and he didn’t quite seem like he believed me, until my uncle came and unlocked the door.

“Thanks, Hunter,” he said.

“You need to apologize to my uncle too, for the mess you made last night,” I said.

Brock went a bit red in the face, but muttered a curt, apology.

“I don’t think he heard you, and that’s not how you address him, is it?”

Brock looked at me, and I expected him to be a bit angry, but that’s not what I saw–his face was a bit…well, I know what that look means now, but then it just struck me as odd. Then he looked back at my uncle, made eye contact, licked his lips, and said, “Sorry sir, I’m just…a stupid brute is all. I didn’t mean to make a mess. If…or I could…” he obviously wanted to say something else, but his lips went tight and he stopped talking.

“Brock, the whole town knows you aren’t stupid. You just…look, don’t do this again, alright? I’d hate to see you mess your life up kid.”

My uncle gave him a pat on the shoulder, then there was a bit of paperwork after that–and Brock seemed to be a bit flustered and distracted, so I had to help him out with some of it, but within half an hour we were out of the jailhouse, and as soon as we’d gotten into the car, Brock lunged at me in the driver’s seat, and tried to kiss me, but I shoved him back with all my strength. Not that the advances weren’t…wanted, but not there in the jailhouse parking lot.

“Please, sir…I…”

He didn’t know what to say, and with a growl he hauled his own cock out and started jacking off right in my passenger seat, and I could barely believe my fucking eyes. Something was wrong with him, but what? I didn’t know, but at the same time, I admit that I was enjoying the show.

“Just a dumb fuckin’ brute, fuck…stupid fucker…” he muttered to himself as he stroked, “dumb fuckin’ pig, too stupid to do anythin’ right…”

“Brock! Stop for a second, why the–what the fuck is going on with you?”

He wasn’t listening–he just looked at me, and then down at the obvious erection in my jeans, and with one hand reached out and started groping me…and while I told him not to, he could sense what I really wanted. And so there, in the noon sun right in front of anyone walking past my truck, Brock sucked me off for the first time while he jacked off, grunting and moaning and…yeah, it was confusing as all hell, but I didn’t let that stop me from finishing. I came pretty quick, and when he got a taste of my cum, he shot as well, a massive load all over the dashboard, and he pulled off, a big grin on his face–but I’m just…well, I didn’t know what to say, so I muttered a thank you, but I don’t think he heard me.

He was looking at the cum he’d shot all over the dash, licking his lips. “Fuck, sorry sir, I can clean that up,” he said, and started wiping up the cum with his hands and eating it down.

“It’s alright, the truck has seen worse shit,” I said, but he kept on going, obviously enjoying himself. But like a switch, he stopped in the middle of sucking cum from his hand, wiped it off on his shirt, and just…froze, his eyes looking a bit…weepy.

“Brock…are–look, I know something’s wrong, but you gotta talk about it.”

“Sir–I mean, Hunter, I…” he turned away towards the window, and he got…small again, somehow. I felt that same…urge from before, to protect him and take care of him, but it was stronger. “I can’t…it’s part of it.”

“Look, you’ve had a rough day. Do you want to go home?”

Brock shook his head.

“Well, why don’t you come over to my place for a bit then? We don’t have to talk about it if you don’t want to.”

He was torn–hell, I was too, a bit, but I was also…enjoying this in a way I couldn’t quite explain. Nothing else happened that day, or that night when he stayed over, but the sex lingered between us. I could smell it on him, and he kept looking at me, and every time he called me sir…by accident or not–my cock got hard again. I was still having a difficult time believing that this was the same Brock I had known my entire life–he just seemed…so different, in so many ways. I wanted to have sex again, but I knew it wasn’t right. He wanted to have sex again, but was terrified of what that might mean. He left early the next morning to head back to his parent’s place with some sorry excuse in tow–not like his parents, like the rest of the town, hadn’t already heard about his escapade by that point. The town isn’t exactly known for being tight lipped.

Manning Up (Part 2)

I assured him he could, of course, but he wouldn’t add anything else. That was also the first night he stayed over in my trailer–he fell asleep on my couch, and I got him settled with a blanket, and just let him doze. I didn’t do anything of course, but…ok, I did jack off, watching him, but I felt kind of weird doing it. Not…because I was jacking off to a good friend, or not just that. It was because…looking at him there, he seemed so…small, somehow, even though he took up the entire fucking couch. Maybe I’d just always thought of him as that little kid, even though he was quickly manning up in ways I’d never thought he would. Still, he seemed small, like I needed to protect him, and the thought of being there for him, it was…turning me on, somehow.

I don’t know, why am I trying to explain this? I don’t know how to explain any of it, but that, if there was a beginning, was the beginning for me, of all of this.

He was incredibly embarrassed when he awoke the next morning, and he left right away–I thought he’d come back that night, but he didn’t. In fact, I didn’t see him again for a couple of weeks, until he called me from the county jail. It was still early on a Sunday morning. I’d had a fuckbuddy over the night before, but honestly…since that night with Brock, I wasn’t really interested in other guys. I kept telling myself that it was stupid–I knew he was straight, and he definitely wasn’t interested in me, right? Still, once he was back at school, I was sure I’d be able to put my ridiculous pining for him behind me, and we could both get on with our lives. The phone rang in my trailer–the landline, which really only rings when bill collectors call, but I was on time with everything. Usually I…just let it ring, but I picked it up that morning anyway–and accepted the collect call. The fact that it was someone in prison didn’t surprise me–I’d bailed out buddies more than a few times, and had been bailed out by them in turn. What did surprise me was the voice on the other end of the line–it was Brock.

“Hey…uh, Hunter?”

“Brock? What the…what happened? Did you get arrested?”

“I…I got in a mess man, please, I need some help. I can’t…call my parents. But it’s bad man, I really fucked up. I’m so…so fucking sorry, I’m such a fucking idiot! I don’t know what to do, I can’t fucking think…”

He started sobbing then, and I consoled him a bit, and told him I’d be over as soon as I could. The fuckbuddy was still there, so I kicked him out, which pissed him off a bit, got dressed, and headed for the county jail by city hall. There’s a reason I’m used to getting calls when friends of mine end up in the clink, and that’s because my uncle is the sheriff. I don’t have a ton of pull with him, but it at least helps me smooth things over a bit, when I’m at least on first name basis with all the deputies.

I pulled up and headed in, chatting for a hot second with Marcy at the desk about how her new relationship is going, and then ask about Brock. Her face…went a bit hard, and her face only does that when something serious happened.

“What happened last night, anyway? Brock didn’t tell me anything over the phone.”

“Hunter, you…should go talk to your uncle about that, I think.”

Uncle Jeff was in his office, flipping through some paperwork when I got there, and when I told him why, he got a bit flustered, and told me what had allegedly happened. Brock had become a bit of a staple at a local biker bar named “Hobos” outside of town, over the last couple of weeks. I knew the place pretty well, because it was known as the closest thing to a gay bar we had around here, but I never went because the place was pretty fucking depressing. Still, it could get a bit rowdy, especially when a biker gang rolled up, and that’s what had happened last night. Brock had tried to get into a biker’s pants–a straight biker’s pants, and when the guy had tried to get Brock off him, the idiot had kept at it. To hear my uncle tell it, he’d flown into a bit of a rage by the time his deputies had gotten there and gotten him calmed down and in a squad car. Property damage, assault, drunk and disorderly–these were not good things. Still, my uncle knew Brock, and he was mostly just bewildered.

“I thought that kid was gonna go places–what the fuck is he doing back here, causing scenes like this?”

I agreed with him, and asked if I could talk to him. Jeff said I could, so we went over to the jail next door, and there Brock was, alone in a cell, and he looked…even bigger than when I’d seen him last. It was hard to believe, but I’d always been taller than Brock–when he stood up now, though, I found my neck craning back a bit, because suddenly he had an inch or two on me.

“You…you came. I was worried…you wouldn’t come.”

“Sure I came. Unc, could I have a few minutes alone with him?”

My uncle shrugged, but backed off down the hall.

“Brock, what the fuck happened last night.”

“I…I can’t really remember. I got really drunk, and he didn’t want to fuck me, and I got really angry, so…”

“Wait, what?”

“Hunter, you…have to help me. It’s getting worse. I…gotta find someone, and I…I’m sorry, I didn’t want to do this to you, I’m a fucking burden, but I’m so fucking scared, and my dad…”

Manning Up (Part 1)

Friends come and go, but I’d always expected Brock to just keep on going, and to be honest, I didn’t blame him for it. No one in this town really wants to stay here I suppose–well, perhaps other than me, but whether that’s because I’m too lazy to work my way free or too stupid to know any better is anyone’s guess. I’m a couple of years older than Brock, but we’d been neighborhood friends for years–he always thought of me as an older brother I think, since he didn’t have any brothers of his own, just a little sister. Still, I knew that he was going places–he always had all these questions! I never knew the answers, and never really wanted to know them, but he wasn’t going to be satisfied here–you could just tell.

So I graduated high school and did what some guys did–got trained in heavy equipment for construction work, and I’ve been making decent money doing that now–enough to afford a little trailer of my own. Fuck, Brock was always so envious of me, that I had a place where I could be all by myself! He’d want to come over and drink with me, but I never let him get too out of control. He was top of the class, naturally. The full ride scholarship to the big state university in the city was hardly a surprise either. He said he’d miss me, when he left–but I knew he wouldn’t and I was alright, with that, I really was. He was going to do big things–bigger than I was capable of, and I…I didn’t want to hold him back.

Sure enough, next summer he came back and he was…different. He’d gotten a taste of another life, and he wanted it. Nice shirts and shoes, looking fucking handsome, I have to say it was the first time I’d actually want to fuck him. Yeah, I’m a gay roughneck–it’s not that strange, trust me. Don’t need a boyfriend, but I got plenty of trucker fuckbuddies, and even a few guys on the crews who get a hankering for cock like me. anyway, Brock was pleasant with me, but there were miles between us now. I never begrudged him any of it–he’d earned it and I was happy for him. The next summer, he only came back for a couple of weeks, and then he was back in the city for the rest of the summer, working. I think I saw him once, mostly in passing. Honestly? I figured we’d never see him again after that, but after his Junior year…well, I never did find out what happened before all of this. This is about what happened when he came home.

I was surprised when he rang me up and wanted to come over and hang out. He hadn’t shown much interest in me, my trailer, or my life since he’d gone to college, but I was more than happy for the company–and when he showed up on my stoop…fuck, my cock nearly popped the fly of my jeans open, seeing him standing there…looking like that. He’d been handsome before, but he’d gone from handsome to fucking hot. Brock had always been a wiry kid, all bone and tendon–but he’d made up for it with wit and bravery. Standing there now though, it looked like he’d packed on close to fifty pounds of beef, both muscle and fat, and hell if he didn’t even look taller, too. He gave me a big hug, and I nearly creamed myself–then he pushed in and made himself at home, hauling out a beer and chatting away like we’d never been apart.

I asked him how school was going, and he…dodged the question entirely, which was odd. He said he didn’t want to talk about that shit–”shit”, not “stuff” like he would have said before–he wanted to come home for a while, where everything felt a bit easier, less stressful–and he’d been thinking about me a lot he said, which was flattering. I asked him why, and he shrugged. He’d always felt close to me, he said, like a brother, and he felt…well, he couldn’t really describe it well, but he’d been feeling out of sorts for a few months, and he’d always felt better around me, so here he was.

We both drank a bit more than we should have, and after a few hours, he hauled a cigar out of his pocket and started smoking it. I was surprised, and asked him when he’d started doing that. He blushed, and wouldn’t–or couldn’t–answer specifically. In fact, he was dodging around a lot of what I was asking, and far more interested in what I’d been up to back at home, so I told him. He wanted to know if I’d found a boyfriend, and I said I didn’t have time for boys, which made him laugh this deep, sexy guffaw, and I started to wonder if he was coming onto me, but before I could explore that possibility, he’d stumbled up from my couch and took off out my front door, telling me he needed to get home.

I offered him the couch, since he was a bit too drunk to drive, but he didn’t seem to care–if anything, he suddenly seemed like he really wanted to be away from me, like something had spooked him. Still, it wasn’t too far to drive to his parents, so I figured he’d make it. He peeled out in the gravel and took off down the road, and I just watched him go, confused as all hell at the entire evening, and wondering if I was just getting signals crossed.

He came over every day after that–he couldn’t seem to stay away. I was working of course, but often I’d come home and find him sitting on the stoop of my trailer, waiting for me to arrive, beaming at me when I’d gotten out of the truck, eager to chat and shoot the shit and have a beer or six. I…appreciated the company, I suppose, but I couldn’t shake the fact that something about Brock just seemed…off. He was scared, but every time I tried to pry, he’d get evasive, or just flat out leave. But one night, once he’d gotten more drunk than usual, I did work something out of him, finally.

“I just…I’m gonna need a friend here soon. A good friend. I can…I can trust you, right Hunter?”

Idolized (Part 5)

Toby licked his lips, eyeing the drooling green cock a couple of feet from his face, smelling the musk rolling over him. He looked over at the Professor Jeral, likely lost before he could get here, and wondered what he should be feeling. He was…brilliant, and yet watching him slobber all over the chief’s skin, seeing him lose himself in the pleasure of the tribe…Toby found himself longing for it. “No–No, I…but I–” he stammered, but he found himself losing the words even as he spoke them. Kal’Ragek didn’t need words, the lord demanded action. He knelt lower, kissing the chief’s feet, licking the dust from them, tasting them, and worked his way higher until the chief–his chief–allowed him to suck at his cock, and taste him again. Kal’Ragek could forgive, and Toby–he desired forgiveness more than anything else.

An hour later, the three of them returned to the tribe, and were welcomed back into the fold. Professor Jeral was presented to Kal’Ragek, and he immediately fell to his knees, ass high, ready to be brought into the tribe. Other men were there as well–more men than Toby recalled there being when he’d left earlier. They were…being drawn here. Kal’ragek was powerful enough now to pull them in, to begin rebuilding what he had lost.

“Go, brother. Bring him in. Give yourself to our Lord and prove you are not an enemy, accept your name, and your place at my side.”

Toby stepped forward, running his hands over his professor’s ass, feeling how smooth his skin was–remembering how smooth his own skin had been, the old man flinching for a moment, and then relaxing. Toby stroked his cock until it was fully erect, nearly ten inches with a thick foreskin even larger than the chiefs, his balls aching below. Kal’Ragek was present–around him, and within him, as he slid his cock in his professor’s hole, listening to him groan with pleasure, Toby’s eyes locked on the glowing idol before him. Why had he been so afraid, before? There was no room for fear here–this was only room for power.

He felt his body swelling, the clothes he’d thown on tearing to bits within seconds, as his bones shifted and cracked. He’d grown substantially before this, but he recalled how Darren had exploded in size when he’d taken his new name–was he ready for this? Was he ready to give up everything he’d been? He gripped Jeral’s hips tight and thrust harder, both of them panting and groaning in unison, the tribe around them staring in rapture. He had to keep shifting position as he grew taller and broader, his face aching–his new face. His brow was thickening, his nose wider, the thick beard he’d sprouted over the past days growing longer until it hung below his chest, the hair on his head lengthening as well and turning a deep, oily black and lastly his teeth. He gritted them, feeling them sharpen, cutting into his gums, his incisors growing faster as his jaw widened, pressing out from his his mouth into tusks, wet with slobber and blood.

Kal’Ragek was there, inside him, and nothing else was anymore. The fear was gone, the knowledge of that old world fading faster, and he allowed it to go. They would create a new world now, like he had been created anew. His name was To’Rak, of the highest clan, second to the chief. He would never fear again, so long as the light of Kal’Ragek shone within him–may it never be doused for a thousand years.


A week after Darren first discovered the idol of Kal’Ragek, the campsite near the excavation site was empty. A crew of workers arrived to deliver a load of food and supplies, only to discover every tent was empty–it was like everyone had simply disappeared overnight. The excavation site was another mystery. It too was abandoned, but it looked like it had been ransacked at some point. Items had been taken seemingly at random, both from the storage and preservation areas, and also from within the ground. New holes had been dug, seemingly at random, and several objects of great size had been hauled from the ground and dragged away–but the trail ended at the edge of some woods.

The country buried the event, but the various explanations offered–everything from an attack by wild animals to mysterious kidnapping by a rogue terrorist organization–failed to satisfy the families of the men who had disappeared. The few women who had been at the dig site, however, appeared a couple of weeks later, unharmed, but with no memories at all of what had happened at the site, aside from a few wild tales of sex, and an eerie green light. In time, people stopped paying attention, as they do, and the mysterious disappearance was forgotten. The excavation site became the property of the military, but nothing of any worth was found, because the tribe had already reclaimed everything that mattered.

Kal’Ragek did not desire the world–a few scores of men worshipping him was more than enough to keep him satisfied. The tribe lived in the wilderness, and within six months they had all been granted new names, and with them, had lost all memory of the worlds they had come from. Darr’Rak, with To’Rak at his side, were capable leaders. The tribe prospered and flourished as it had all those centuries ago. It was the twelfth such tribe that had existed–but Kal’Ragek believed this one would last a long time.

The legend of the disappearance would lead the occasional group to go out and search for evidence of what had happened to the men working on the excavation. Generally, these attempts were short lived. The military would generally see them coming, and detain the searchers for a few days, long enough to discourage them from continuing their pursuit, but on occasion, some particularly dedicated parties would delve deeper–through the thick woods where the drag marks had stopped, to the mountainous foothills beyond. It was an inhospitable place, generally, but it took hard times to make the greatest tribes.

The search parties might catch the occasional scent on the wind. Something none of them had ever smelled before. At night, there would be the occasional green glow behind the lower foothills, and the men would find themselves drawn deeper into the mountains, while the women, unnerved, would flee. By the time they found the tribe, Kal’Ragek would have been in their minds for days, softening and preparing them. Below, in the middle of the tribal camp, would be the idols, and the orcs would gather to accept the newest members of the tribe as they came down into the valley and bowed to their new lord, presenting their holes for their new brothers.

Of course, a few dodged that fate and managed to make it back to their civilizations. No one believed them, of course. Their dreams were haunted all the same–filled with the green of the idol, that distant voice they could barely hear, and a deep, bone shaking sense of regret. They all returned, eventually, and were taken in as equals. Kal’Ragek always forgives, after all, unless you are an enemy, but why be an enemy when you can join the tribe?

Idolized (Part 4)

He’d forgotten that the sun shone too.

How long had he been in that tent, with Darr’Rak? No–with Darren–his name was Darren! He couldn’t remember exactly–two days? Three? The sun was setting now, behind the mountain rage to the northwest, and staring at the glow, he found himself thinking of the light of Kal’Ragek. The voice was in him, distant but there, telling him that if he returned now, there would be no punishment, that Kal’Ragek could forgive a minor crisis of faith. Instead, Toby ran further away from Darren’s tent, away from that cursed idol, until he couldn’t hear the voice anymore, until he could be sure that what he was hearing was him, and him alone.

The last few days felt like a dream to him, an intense, incredibly pleasurable dream, and one he still longed to return to, even though he knew it was wrong. He and Darren had fucked constantly that first evening and night, he could remember that, paying tribute to their new lord, filling one another with their seed, using it to polish their idol to an even more intense shine. Then, Darren left, and he returned with a third young man, and together…together they brought him into the fold as well, then a fourth had joined soon after. The night before, they had been forced to move to a larger space, and they commandeered a supply tent that was barely used. There, around dawn, Darren had become…Darr’Rak. It was an image seared into his brain, the sight of their god giving the First the true gift, removing the last of his humanity, marking him as the chieftain of their reborn tribe. The sight of him, the smell of him…it was intoxicating. Toby had crawled over, shoving his face into Darr’Rak’s reeking pits, tasting the hair there, along with the others–they had served him for hours in the light of their lord, Toby was priviliged to be the first to fuck himself on the chief’s foot long cock. Looking up at him, he realized that this is what he would become as well, soon enough, but he wouldn’t allow that to happen to him. He refused to give in and become…whatever it was Darren was now. While the rest of the tribe had returned to worship, and while Kal’Ragek’s eyes were away from him, he’d found some clothes stashed in a crate, thrown them on, and slipped away–but now what?

He looked down at himself, at his mostly green arms and feet, his hulking frame, the thick hands, the hair covering his arms, chest and shoulders…he was a monster. A beast. A servant of his lord in his image. He shook his head, but the voice was still there–perhaps it would never be gone. This had to end, in any case–Darr’Rak had to be stopped before things could spread any further…but how?

He could hear men at the mess tent eating dinner, but he froze. If they saw him, what would they think? Away from the tribe, without the voice of his lord…he felt so empty. He hadn’t realized how hard it had become to think, since Darren had infected him, but his mind couldn’t formulate any ideas–there were just emotions and simple urges, and any attempt to build past that, towards a plan, felt impossible. He needed someone smart, and someone he could trust. Someone who would know him, hopefully. He had to get to Professor Jeral, but he had to get him alone first.

He waited until night fell, and then found his way to the professor’s tent, avoiding being seen by anyone else in the meantime. The longer he was away from the tribe, the clearer his head became, which was a relief. He’d nearly…lost himself, or allowed Kal’Ragek to devour him, which is what it had felt like was happening. It was like everything about him was being sucked away, and replaced by some monster, and he’d…wanted it. Still, how would his teacher react to the sight of him? He hesitated outside for a few minutes, but he had no choice. The tribe must have realized he’d gone missing by now–if he didn’t alert everyone soon…well, he knew what Kal’Ragek wanted. It wanted its tribe back, and wanted every man it could find to join it.

“P-Professor?” His voice was so deep, it barely even sounded like him.

No one responded immediately, and he wondered if, perhaps, he wasn’t in the tent and had gone to the bathroom, but after a moment there was a low moan–a sound both of terror and arousal he was intimately familiar with. His heart froze, and Toby smelled it wafting out from within the tent, the heady musk. He needed to run, but his head was growing thick again and his cock was hardening, and when Darr’Rak’s hand reached out from the tent and grabbed him by the upper arm, he allowed the huge beast to pull him inside as well.

The professor was there, naked, soaked in sweat, eyes glazed over. He was a sizable man and still in good shape from his excursions around the world to various dig sites, but beside Darr’Rak he looked puny, almost childlike. The professor pushed his way under the chief’s arm, fighting to get closer to the chief’s sweaty pits. Darr’Rak sat down heavily on the cot, the metal frame groaning under his size, but it only bent slightly.

“I…thought you might come here, when I saw you gone,” Darr’Rak said. His voice was deep and gutteral, the words twisted by the two tusks which had pushed their way from his bottom jaw and over his upper lips. “Very bad, leaving–Kal’Ragek is very angry. The lord wonders if I chose wrong, in you.”

Their lord’s name…it was the first time Toby had heard it said properly. If fell from the chief’s mouth so naturally, the way his thick tongue could press against his tusks, the sharp click of teeth at the end of the name. He tried to keep his head clear, tried to keep what little clarity had returned to him in his hours away from the tribe, but the musk, the sound of his Lord’s name–he’d been wrong, wrong to try and run. What had he been thinking? He pushed forward, eager to smell his chief’s musk, eager to worship him like the older professor was, but when he tried, Darr’Rak tugged down hard on his arm, forcing Toby onto his knees.

“Kal’Ragek understands fear,” the chief said, looking down at Toby, “But fear is for enemies of his tribe–a true disciple has no fear.” He paused, and looked over Toby below him, pleased by how far he had come very far in the last few days, since joining him in the tribe. He was close now, to accepting Kal’Ragek, to being truly named, as he now was. “Are you an enemy of the tribe?”

Idolized (Part 3)

Toby resisted for a moment, but when Darren put a green hand on his shoulder and applied a bit of pressure, his knees buckled and he knelt down, inching up to the idol in front of him. It…really was beautiful, now that he was closer. He tried to focus on looking at the material, but found his eyes taking in the figure itself–the massive musculature, the thick cock hanging between the wide thighs, gut and hair and beastly face. It seemed…terrifying, the closer he got, but he couldn’t pull himself away from it. If he left, then it would be angry with him, and he didn’t want it to be angry. He bowed down, prostrating himself in front of the idol, and when he looked up at the statue now, it seemed…happier. Was it…glowing? Even in the daylight, it seemed to have its own green aura surrounding it.

“I…Darren, what did you find?”

“I found God, Toby, and I’m going to help you find him too.”

“No–I don’t…we need to quarantine this, or…contain it. I should–”

Before he could continue, Darren planted one sizable foot on Toby’s back and shoved hard, forcing Toby to bow deeper, Darren pressing down and holding him there. Toby tried to look up, but all he could see was the idol over him, that glow. It was so beautiful–glorious, really. He could…hear something, or someone, in his mind–just a whisper, but if he was good, if he was obedient, he’d be able to hear it better. He listened, hard, and followed the ritual, and soon, Darren didn’t need to hold him down at all, and he watched Toby worship their new god for a moment, before tugging at his clothes.

“Kal’Ragek wants to see you as you are.”

Toby struggled, but whether he was trying to help get the clothes off or resist him, it didn’t matter much to Darren, who simply ripped them apart at the seams. When had he gotten so strong? He didn’t seem that much larger, and yet…had he just forgotten what he’d looked like before all of this? He flexed his thighs, and watched the ight pants he was wearing split at the seams as well. In a flurry, he tore at them, feeling better once they were both naked, as they should be, before god. What had he been thinking about again? He’d noticed that his mind had grown a bit muddled, lately. Kal’Ragek was all that mattered, and so everything else was simply draining away. Still, his god desired a new kind of worship, and Darren desired it too–he got down behind the now naked Toby, spread his ass cheeks apart with both hands, pushed his face in and probed his ass with his tongue, giving a deep, guttural moan as he did.

“D-Darren. I…stop…” Toby muttered, but in all honesty, he didn’t want Darren to stop, and the voice in his head didn’t want him to stop either. Instead, he found himself pressing his head to the ground and raising his ass into the air, giving Darren a better angle to work from. His tongue slid into his hole, probing deep, and Toby groaned louder, his cock hard as a rock. Neither of them had ever had sex with a man before, or ever considered it…but this didn’t feel like sex. This was worship. This was for Kal’Ragek.

Darren pulled away, a string of drool connecting his chops to Toby’s crack for a moment, and he licked his lips. “Are you prepared to accept the blessing of Kal’Ragek? Are you prepared to join me in his eternal tribe? To be remade in his image?”

Toby nodded, eyes wide and unfocused, consumed by the light before him. Darren drooled down onto his cock, his much longer and thicker cock, and then pressed the head to Toby’s hole, sliding it inside. He was excited, and Toby nearly screamed from the size of the invasion–Darren reached down and clamped a hand over Toby’s mouth to keep him quiet. After a moment, the pain had disappeared, replaced by deep grunts and moans. The idol was glowing more powerfully now, filling his entire frame of vision. He reached out with one hand and touched it, surprised to find the stone cool to the touch, but a power passed into him as Darren slammed in deep, filling his ass with a massive load of cum from his balls.

“All praise Kal’Ragek.”

“All praise our lord.”

Toby saw that the hand he’d used to touch the idol had turned green, the nails black and much thicker than they had been before. The muscles had grown as well–he looked at his two arms together–one human, and the other…not–and the forearm of the second was nearly twice as large. Short hairs were pushing their way out of his skin, he could feel them, the same bristly fur coating most of Darren’s body now. The green reached up to his elbow and stopped there, but it would spread further, he could…feel it. “Darren…Darren, we…we need to tell someone.”

“They’ll all know, in time, but first…first, more.” Over his shoulder, Toby saw that the Darren’s changes had progressed as well. The green skin covered nearly three quarters of his body now, including most of his face. One eye was human, and the other was a deep yellow, and it looked like his…bones were shifting. “Me now–I praise the lord, and you fuck.”

He pushed Toby to the side, and he knelt down and presented his ass. Toby knew he should run, he should at least tell someone what was happening, but the voice…it was louder now. Instead, he got behind Darren and began licking his green hole, smelling him, savoring him, and he could feel how happy their lord was, at their worship. He required more, still, but the two of them would suffice for now. Toby hesitated, with his cock at the entrance to Darren’s ass, wondering if there was still a chance he might save himself.

“Fuck me, fuck me!” Darren grunted, pushing back so the head of Toby’s cock popped into him, and his thought of escape slipped away. This was the escape he craved, anyway–Kal’Ragek would free them from this tiresome world, and give them a new one. A better one. A twelfth tribe–one that would last longer than all the rest.