I tried to take them off. I really did. I woke up to my alarm that morning, horrified that I was still wearing the disgusting things, soaked with my own cum now as much as everything else, and while I could pull down the front of them to piss, at the very least, for whatever reason…I just couldn’t bring myself to take them off.
I knew I had to. I knew I couldn’t go to work with these things on, I knew that as soon as anyone caught a whiff of them, I’d probably get reprimanded or fired on the spot, but I spent twenty minutes in front of the mirror, trying to get my hands to cooperate, but every time I brought them close to the briefs, with the intent of pulling them down, they’d move right to my cock instead, groping myself through the filthy fabric, one hand sliding inside and I’d be helplessly jacking off again, unable to do anything until I’d shot yet another load into the front of them. And so, at a loss…I just put on some slacks, threw on a work shirt, and went off to work, trying to convince myself that it would be fine, and no one would notice the stink wafting off of me…and to my own surprise…it went fine.
I mean, it wasn’t an easy day, by any measure. It was clear that everyone in the office could smell…something, and yet none of them seemed to point the finger at me, or blame me for any of it. Watching them, it was like…like some unconscious thing. I tried to have a conversation with Judy, a really good girlfriend of mine a couple cubicles over, but about a minute into the conversation she just…fled off down the hall, coughing, eyes watering, and she…avoided me for the rest of the day. But she didn’t report me. It was the same with all of the women, actually–they did their very best to avoid interacting me as best they could, but at the same time, I don’t think any of them could figure out, what, exactly, was making them do it. The guys on the other hand…they didn’t seem to be bothered much by it at all, or at the very least, they weren’t saying anything. Even my boss–one of the cleanest, and most organized fellows I know…I could see that he smelled it on me, but he said nothing, and I swear…I swear, when he walked away, he was hard. And he wasn’t the only one, trust me.
I must have slipped off to the bathroom…eight? Nine? I don’t know, it had to have been once an hour at least. I was so hyper-aware of my filthy underwear that I kept getting hard, my hand finding it’s way down the front of my pants, and as soon as I started jacking off, I just–there was nothing I could do to stop it. By the end of the day, the underwear was saturated with my cum, and it had started to seep through, staining the front of my pants–thankfully they were black today. Back home, I immediately stripped them off and threw them in the washer, disgusted with myself, and the more disgusted I felt, th hornier I got, until I was jacking off again, filling the front of the briefs over and over, smearing the cum seeping through the fabric all around and over my ass…and I knew I had to do…something.
I couldn’t just keep sitting here, masturbating. If I did, I was going to hate myself, and my cock was so raw I didn’t think I’d be able to handle a few more days of this. I needed…something to try and occupy myself, and so I threw on some clothes, and I went for a walk, certain that being in public would at least tamp down the urge somewhat. Besides, I was hungry, and there were some good food trucks a few blocks over that would sate that issue as well. I go down there, it’s busy, and I’m…terrified that someone there is going to smell me while I’m standing in line–hell, I know they can smell me, because I have a two foot buffer around me, and I saw two young women glance my direction and split after a couple of minutes. But before I can get to the front…it’s me who smells something.
Sharp, astringent. My mouth goes dry. I whirl, and somehow I can pinpoint who it is–a hefty looking guy with a gym bag slung over his shoulder, sweat marks all over the tanktop he’s wearing. I’m not…hungry anymore, not for food, and I start following him. I don’t know, why, I follow him. I don’t know what I want to do, or what I’m thinking even. I can tell he’s straight, he just doesn’t have the look about him, but I want…I wanted…not him exactly, even. I follow him for a few blocks, before I realize I’m openly groping myself through my sweats, cock leaking, and he slips into an apartment building with no way in after him.
Frustrated, confused, hungry…there’s only one detail that sticks out to me. The name on the gym bag–Planet Workout. I look it up on my phone–there’s four in the city, but only one close enough that it would make sense for him to walk. I slip into a nearby fast food joint, one with a bathroom, get some food and use the facilities, thinking about him, still…smelling him in my mind. I’m terrified, really, and by the time I get back to my apartment, I wonder if I should ever even leave the apartment again.
