Male Bonding (Part 3)

“Hey! Glad you two could make it!” Maurice said, opening the door. An older man in his early fifties, he was the geezer of the poker group, and the man who organized it. Jared and Trevor stepped inside, and found the rest of the group already seated around the card tables in the living room. Maurice was well known as being everyone’s friend, and so the group was a bit of an odd assortment. There was Carter, who was everyone’s boss. Next to him was Ryan–a young, shy coder who knew his way around a keyboard much better than a social circle. Maurice had been trying to mentor him, and the kid took to poker like water. Opposite Carter was Dustin–a young, assistant manager sort who everyone knew was gunning for Carter’s position. The two men hated each other, and had completely opposite styles of leadership. For the record, almost everyone liked Carter better. Also at the table was Kirk, a longtime friend of Maurice , and also getting on in years at the company. “Come on in and have a seat. Laura’s out for the night with the girls, so it’s just us guys tonight.”

“Sounds perfect,” Trevor said, and took a seat, Jared next to him, “My dad’s said so much about all of you, but it’s great to finally meet face to face.”

Introductions were passed, and then Maurice sat down and started dealing. All of the men around the table, however, were more focused on Trevor–or more accurately, on the ring around his finger, glinting in the dim light of the room. So focused, in fact, that Maurice set the deck to the side, but forgot to deal the cards for about fifteen minutes, the men all chatting…though none of them could really recall what was said–if anything, it seemed like Trevor had done most of the talking.

“Oh! I forgot. I brought something we can all share,” Trevor finally said, snapping the men out of their state, while he reached down and grabbed something, “What’s poker night without cigars, right?” he said, and started passing the thick cigars he’d bought on the way there. None of the men there were smokers, but all of them picked the cigars up and lit them without a second thought, Trevor passing around a couple of lighters. Each man coughed a bit–especially Ryan–but they all made do. After all, you had to smoke during poker…right?

They played a few rounds of Texas Hold’em. Eventually, chatter turned to Jared and Trevor, and how things were doing between them. Jared hadn’t said a word all evening, and everyone was a bit curious why, but Trevor piped up anyway. “Oh, well, it was a bit rough, right dad? Still, everything got easier once you came to terms with the fact that you’re a cocksucking faggot pig, right?”

“That’s…That’s right. I’m a cocksucking faggot pig, and I especially love sucking my son’s cock,” Jared said–his first words of the night. The rest of the men just stared, Trevor undid the fly of his pants.

“You want to show all your friends?”

Jared nodded, got off his chair and started slurping at his son’s cock. The rest of them men–they knew it was crazy…and yet it did make sense. All of them had, at times, harbored suspicions that Jared was, indeed, a faggot cocksucking pig. At least he was happy, right?

“Now, how about we make this game more interesting,” Trevor said, “How about we go ahead and make this a game a strip poker, eh guys? But let’s not bet money–after all, you’re all going to happily give me everything on the table right now, right?”

The men all nodded, as Trevor pulled the pile of loose cash over to him.

“Good. No, instead, I think the losers–the guys who have to strip completely naked–they’ll all have to be punished. But the winner who lasts to the end? He’s going to get something good, I think.”

“I…I don’t think we really–” Maurice started to say, but a glint from the ring cut the words in his throat.

“You’re right–you don’t think, Maurice. You don’t think at all. I do the thinking around this table. Now–deal the damn cards. I’m not playing, I’m going to be referee. My faggot dad is out too–hear that pig? That means you’d better strip. So that means the game is between you four–now let’s see who wins, eh?”

None of the men wanted to play, but none of them could stop themselves. They switched over to five card draw, and the clothes started peeling away. Still, none of them knew what kind of stakes they were playing for, until poor Maurice lost his underwear. Ever since Trevor told the older man he didn’t think, he’d been having a hard time figuring out what to do, and had to keep asking Trevor for advice–and Trevor was more than happy to help him out by throwing away pairs for him whenever he got them. He sat in his chair, naked, looking from man to man, Trevor getting up and placing the ring in front of his face. “Sorry Maurice–you’re the first loser. You don’t seem to be very good at poker, but I know something you are good at.”

“W-What?”

“Drinking piss. It’s you’re favorite thing, right? Just an old urinal, that’s who you are.”

“No…No! I’m not–”

“What did I tell you about thinking Maurice? Do you want me to empty out that head of yours even more?”

“No, but I don’t, I mean, I’ve never drank piss in my life? How can I be good at it?”

“Well, have you ever tried?” Trevor said, and put his cock to Maurice’s lips. Open up and have a taste. I guarantee you’ll love it, and drink down every drop.”

The rest of them men watched in horror as their colleague drank all of Trevor’s piss, and then, delighted with his new hobby, filled his empty beer glass, pissed in it, and drank that down too. But after that, it didn’t really seem so strange at all. Maurice was well known as the office urinal–the guy would do anything for the stuff. Maurice got down under the table, where Jared was still nursing his son’s cock, and started drinking piss as the men needed it–after all, they needed to get back to the game, and no one could afford a bathroom break.

Male Bonding (Part 2)

Needless to say, Jared found himself spending a lot of time bonding with Trevor over the next few weeks. In fact, if he wasn’t at work, then Jared was pretty much guaranteed to be in his son’s basement. If trevor was home, then both of them would be watching porn together, and Trevor would be helping his father explore this new side of his sexuality–in particular, Jared had discovered just how…wonderful it felt to be fucked, and now he wanted something in his hole all the fucking time. More than once now, he worn a butt plug all day at work–it hadn’t made it easy to get anything done, because he’d had to keep dashing off to the bathroom to jack off, but fuck, it had felt so damn good, being full like that all day long. He couldn’t wait to get home and tell Trevor all about it, while his son plowed his hole with his big cock.

The nights when Jared got home and his son wasn’t there were a bit harder. Without anyone around to fuck him right away, he had to go downstairs and play with himself for a few hours, until Trevor got done with his closing shift. Usually, this meant watching porn, fucking himself with a dildo, and sniffing and sucking on the various cumrags his son kept, usually looking for ones that were still a bit fresh and moist, left out for him specifically. This was fun and everything, but it was during these solo sessions, without his son there talking to him and encouraging him, that he would feel, at first, a bit silly. Then, more doubt would creep in, and he’d start to wonder what, exactly, he thought he was doing. Didn’t he find this disgusting? Shouldn’t he be ashamed of himself? The worst part though, was that even when these thoughts were at their strongest, he couldn’t stop himself, and he couldn’t turn them off. He felt…trapped between two versions of himself, and he didn’t know which one he…should be. Because he didn’t really want to go back to hating his son, but he couldn’t keep going like this, could he? Eventually his son would arrive home and find him bouncing on a dildo, jacking his cock, watching porn but eyes deep in thought, and after they talked for a bit the thoughts would evaporate, he’d sit on his son’s big cock, and he’d feel much better.

It felt good to talk to his son again. Well, it felt good to listen, really. His son just had so much to say, and he’d had no idea! He…He didn’t quite remember it all at the end of their bonding sessions, but he been listening intently the whole time, he swore. It was just that damn ring of his–it was so…enthralling. Jared found it really hard to even focus on the porno playing when he could be looking at the ring instead.

Work, for him, increasingly felt like torture. All he really wanted was to be back home, bonding with his son, but no–he had to be here, in this office, in this suit, working with spreadsheets and writing emails, and…and he hated it. He’d never hated it this much before, but now that he had something he enjoyed so much more, every moment that dragged him away was painful. It apparently started showing in his work, because his boss, Carter, called him in for a chat towards the end of the month to have a conversation about the quality of his work. Jared made the appropriate promises that he’d do better.

“You know, I’ve noticed–and some other people have mentioned this as well—that you seem kind of…tense lately. Easily frustrated. That just doesn’t seem like you, Jared. Is everything alright at home? I know you and Trevor were having difficulties adjusting.”

“No! No, Trevor is, like, the least of my worries,” Jared said, with the first genuine smile Carter had seen on his face in weeks, “No, we’re doing really good. We had a big talk, and actually, we’ve been…really bonding a lot lately…” He stopped himself from saying any more, figuring it probably wouldn’t be appropriate to mention to his boss how much he loved getting plowed by his son more than being at the office. “I’ve just been…I don’t know…I think I’m just running on empty at the moment.”

“Well maybe you should think about taking a vacation. You have lots of time saved up, and the office can handle being understaffed for the next few weeks.”

“I…I don’t know if that’s necessary.”

“Well, think about it. And hey, are you still on for poker night next week? Maurice is hosting over at his place. You didn’t show up last time.”

Last time, Jared hadn’t even thought about it, because he’d been too busy licking his son’s body clean after a long day at work.

“You can even bring your son along, if you’d like, he might enjoy it. Maybe getting out of the house a bit would be good for him, you know.”

“I…I don’t think poker would really interest him.”

Carter shrugged, “Well think about it. I hope you can come though.”

“I probably won’t make it, but we’ll see.”

“Too bad. Think about that vacation offer too. It looks like you could really use one.”

“I will.”

Jared got back to work and managed to keep his nose to the desk until the end of the day, embarrassed that everyone had noticed his obvious displeasure at being here right now. But he didn’t want to have to take a vacation–if anything,  few weeks uninterrupted with Trevor would only make things worse. Still, he ended up discussing both issues with Trevor when he got home, and at work the next day he went into Carter’s office and told him the news–not only that he’d be happy to take a vacation–preferably a month, if possible–he’d also checked with his son, and they’d both love to go to that poker night. Carter was happy to hear both pieces of news. A month was a bit long, but Jared did have enough time banked up and the guy looked like he needed it. They worked it out on the schedule, so it would start after the following week, giving Jared a chance to wrap up whatever projects he was involved in. It ended up that his last day of work before the vacation was also poker night–that next Friday. Jared told him, and his son, couldn’t wait, and got back to work.

Male Bonding (Part 1)

Jared hadn’t been the best father–he knew that, but it wasn’t like Trevor had made it very easy for him, but he’d tried. He really had. But how in the hell are you supposed to act when your son comes out, at fifteen? Maybe he’d been a little harsh, he could admit that, but their relationship…he just hadn’t really been able to feel close to his son ever since that day. He knew, in his heart, that it wasn’t fair, that his son hadn’t done anything to feel that way, that he hadn’t chosen to be gay (after all, who would choose to be gay? It was just…just so unnatural!) but that didn’t change the fact that every time he touched his son, his stomach just…churned. It made him feel guilty, and he could tell Trevor knew how he felt, and so they just avoided each other, or fought. They’d been screaming at each other for years and somehow still calling it a relationship.

Things had been better when he’d gone to college, but when the school had pulled his financial aid, Trevor had been forced to move in with his now single father, living in the basement. He was at least able to find a job working retail at the mall, but he showed no real drive to move out and be out on his own…and he kept bringing home…men. Men! Men Jared’s age! It was…was…so disgusting! That had been their last argument, and Jared had threatened to simply throw him out, and Jared had stormed out, not returning home for several days…but when he finally came home again they finally…just, talked. They talked about it, about everything, for the first time, and Jared could at least understand where he was coming from, but he still didn’t want men coming to his house. Or, at least, he assumed that’s what they talked about. He…he couldn’t really remember the details of the conversation with any detail–his son had bought this…this ring. And the way it caught the light, it had been so…enthralling. Still, they had talked, and they finally came to a compromise–Trevor agreed that he wouldn’t host anymore, though he refused to stop having sex altogether. In return, he asked his father to dedicate time each week to bonding with him and rebuilding their relationship. He said that he just didn’t feel like he really had a father–he didn’t feel like he’d had a father for years. Jared agreed–it seemed like something he should be able to do, after all. Until he found out what his son had in mind, for their first bonding session.

“No. No! Absolutely not.”

“But you promised you would give it a try.”

“This is not at all what I thought I was agreeing to. This is disgusting! You’re disgusting!”

What Trevor had in mind to help them bond, he had discovered, was watching porn together–gay porn–and jacking each other off.

Trevor moved his ring in the light, sending a glint into his father’s face, watching his eyes lose some of their focus, “This…this really means a lot to me dad, and I just don’t think you’re trying very hard. I just don’t think you’re really committed to trying to make our relationship really work. And that…that hurts dad, it really hurts, you know? You don’t want to hurt me, do you?”

“N-No, of course not…but…but I’m not…gay.”

“You don’t have to be gay to watch porn and jack off, dad.”

“Yeah…but…” Jared knew–he knew there were other reasons, but he just…couldn’t find them.

“Take off your pants, Dad. Come sit down, and pull out your cock. At least give it a try for me.”

That…that didn’t seem too unreasonable. He dropped his jeans to the floor, and walked slowly to the couch and sat down, letting his cock slip out of his boxers. Trevor sat down next to him, wrapped his ringed hand around his father’s cock, and started stroking it. “That feels good, doesn’t it, Dad? Aren’t you enjoying this time together?”

“Y-Yeah…yeah…”

“Here dad, feel mine. Feel how hard it is? Yours is really hard too. Focus on it, focus on how good it feels, how much you enjoy having me stroke your cock, and focus on the ring, focus on the light, feel it fill your head so full that it pushes away all those other thoughts, all those doubts, and just listen to me, listen to your son, and think about how happy you are, to have this chance to rebuild our relationship, how you don’t want to damage it again, how you were such a bad daddy before, and you want to make it up to me, right?”

“…Yes…”

“That’s good. Now look at the screen. Isn’t that kind of sexy? Those two guys touching each other? Sucking each other? Fucking each other? Have you ever thought about that, Dad? Be honest now.”

“Y-Yes…”

“It’s ok, it’s ok to think that way.”

“No–I’m…not gay…”

“Push those thoughts away dad, and just enjoy yourself. Focus on those happy thoughts, those thoughts about men, focus on them. They make you feel good, they make you feel complete. You don’t like thinking about women nearly as much as men. In fact, you’re going to find it harder and harder to see women as attractive, from now on. Now stroke me faster, stroke me harder. You want to make me happy, you want me to feel good. You want to make me feel good more than anything else, you want to bond with me more than anything else. Make…Make your son cum with your own fucking hand!”

Jared stroked harder, but it all felt like a dream, like someone else’s hand was feeling his son’s cock spurt cum all over it, someone else’s mouth licking it up and relishing the flavor of his son’s cum. Some other body bending over to suck the cum from his son’s shirt. Some other person’s cock exploding at the taste of cum, that taste he’d always fantasized about, that taste he’d always wanted, just like his son had said. He was so lucky to have a son like Trevor, so happy to have a chance to bond with him like a good daddy, yes, he’d be a good daddy from now on, the best daddy, the best daddy in the whole world…

Infection (Sketch)

It wasn’t like there were a whole lot of options, out in the sticks, so Drew stuck to rest areas and park bathrooms–nowhere near where he lived, of course, he didn’t want to risk being discovered and outed as a faggot, but it worked out alright enough for him. Still, he knew he shouldn’t have sucked that cock. He hadn’t even seen who it was attached to, it had just slid its way through the hole in the side of the stall–something about it had just seemed…off. That greasy, sweaty sheen on it, the cheese around the foreskin, and yet…and yet something about the way it smelled. And fuck, it was huge–he’d always been a bit of a size queen, he had to admit, so he cast his worries to the wind, got down on his knees and started sucking.

The guy wasn’t a quiet one–grunting and snorting. Within a minute, he was cumming in Drew’s mouth, and he couldn’t help but swallow it. It didn’t taste quite right either–it was too thick with an especially bitter taste, but…but he liked it, and when the guy growled at him to “keep sucking, fucker,” he did as he was told, and swallowed down two more loads before the guy finally went soft, pulled his ten inch cock free, and fled the restroom.

The next couple of days, he assumed it was a flu–he called out of work on the second day, his stomach hurt so badly. He didn’t want to eat and he didn’t want to drink, but fuck, was he hungry, he just didn’t know what for. By the third day, it had gotten so bad he was having cramps, and dry heaving. He couldn’t keep anything down, he’d just puke it right back up. The only thing he seemed to be able to stomach was cum. He was fucking horny, the entire time, which was a problem all on it’s own. His cock wouldn’t go soft, and he’d actually succeeded in rubbing himself raw–but every load he shot, he couldn’t stop himself from eating it up–licking it off the his hands, off the floor, anything. Even though he wasn’t feeling better, he went back to his rest areas and sucked cock all night long, as many loads as he could get, and that was the first day that he felt at all better, but only a few hours after he got home, the hunger was back, forcing him back out again, searching for more cock.

He ended up not going back to work. A week after his first encounter, he found a second cock like the first in a park, belonging to an equally desperate cockhound he’d been competing with for loads all night long. As soon as they smelled each other…their lust exploded, and neither of them could stop themselves, sucking down each other’s cum, cleaning their bodies, eating out their holes, the men who found them kept their distance, like they would an animal in the dark, and the two of them paid the other’s no mind. Without saying anything, the two of them knew that it would hurt too much to separate, and so they took off together, splitting off to find cock each night, and keeping each other fed during the day, as they traveled from town to town. It wasn’t much longer before they found a third man like them, who also joined up, and they settled into a rhythm.

In times of clarity, which were few, Drew would occasionally stand in front of some grungy motel or restroom mirror and stare at himself. He couldn’t remember the last time he’d eaten something other than cum, or drank anything other than piss. He reeked, but showering didn’t interest him in the least. besides, a shower wouldn’t help this smell, this musk rolling off of him. By now, he could have any cock he wanted–no man who smelled him could resist feeding him a load or two. His body had wasted slightly, but it was mostly fat he’d lost. If anything, he seemed…bigger than before, by an inch or two, his muscled more developed than before, his cock longer, his fat balls producing a near constant stream of cum soaking the front of whatever filthy pair of jeans he was wearing at any given moment. The others he lived with were changing similarly, all of them feeling like they were…waiting for something to happen, or waiting for someone to…find them.

Then, one day, while the three of them were in the midst of their mini-orgy, waiting for the sun to go down so they could resume their hunt for cum, they all, at once, smelled something on the other side of the door–something massive, something…someone important. They fell over each other trying to get to the door and flung it open, and found a massive man in the doorway, or something man-like, with a cock hanging to his knees, reeking of their same musk, but…but different. Better. Superior. The man, the thing, whatever he was, it seeded them all, each in turn, multiple times, filling them to the brim with his cum and then left as soon as he’d arrived.

None of them moved for days. It hurt, it ached, whatever was inside him now. Drew was finding it harder and harder to think about anything beyond his swollen cock and balls, but he was so weak, he could barely manage to jack off. It wasn’t human. He wasn’t human. What was he becoming? Why…why did it feel like something was…inside him?

The Trophy (Part 3)

***WARNING*** Extreme abuse, rape, body modification, mutilation, and snuff ahead. Read at your own risk.

Once a man is broken, you’ve won. They don’t always realize it right away, and so, it’s best to start them off small. I forced him to shave his head every day from then on, and then, after he did that without complaint, he graduated to shaving his face and body as well. At this point, I also faced a decision of my own–now that he’d been broken down, what should I do with him? I had enjoyed taking his fingers, to be honest–I hadn’t done anything like that in ages–so why not go a bit further?

I began by getting him adjusted to bondage, immobility and darkness. I would keep him bound, first for hours, then days and then eventually for a week at a time. In his bondage, I would have men arrive and abuse him as they saw fit, or I would simply have them use him as a dump or urinal. At this point, I had treated him with products designed to remove his hair permanently–no more shaving would be required, ever. And then, I began the modifications. with the help of a dentist friend, I removed his teeth and tongue, and then together dropped his jaw, opening his mouth impossibly wide, and we crafted a new mouth with latex putty–soft, tight and inviting–a mouth pussy, as I called it. It got rave reviews from all the men who used it, and so I began crafting various attachments that could be inserted, in order to give different sensations and textures, different degrees of tightness.

Since he was no longer able to eat like a man, I fed him by tube–and soon he realized that he was becoming fat, his lithe body from before slowly expanding with mass, first a small gut and moobs, but as the drug cocktail broke down his metabolic rate, he expanded faster and faster–in six months, he had ballooned up to four hundred and fifty pounds, with no sign of stopping. The only thing clothing he wore now were full body rubber suits designed to deprive him of his senses. His eyes and ears were covered nearly all the time–he was only really aware of himself by feel and heft, rather than by sight or sound. When I took his eyes and ears, I don’t think he even noticed a thing aside from the pain–not that he could have registered disapproval with his mouth pussy anyway.

At about eight hundred pounds, when he was no longer able to move much at all, I decided it was time for permanent installation in my dungeon–we removed his cock and balls, his arms and legs, anchored him on a concrete block, and kept him growing, kept him alive, so he could feel what we were doing to him, carving out chunks of his fat, and installing latex holes for men to fuck, turning him into a jiggly fuckcushion for men to pin. I wonder what it felt like, to him, to have men fucking him in every direction, caught in the middle of their orgy. The rubber holes all over his body all drained out, along with his bodily fluids, into the sewer below the concrete slab–I would rinse him out once a week or so, to keep the pincushion from stinking up the room too much.

Alas, a little after one thousand pounds, he finally expired. I didn’t get rid of him, of course–he was mostly rubber at this point anyway. With the help of a taxidermist I knew from previous catches, we got rid of the flesh and stuffed what remained with rubber filling, preserving it’s squishy, fleshy feel, and it lives on in my dungeon, though I often rent it out to parties and local clubs as a fucktoy statement piece. I often have people ask me how, exactly, I made the thing, what had inspired me to create something like that, but I usually just remain silent. “I like my projects,” I say sometimes, happy with the double meaning.

You probably think I’m mad, don’t you? But how different is it, really, from a hunter keeping their trophies in the living room? That massive bear looming over them in the armchair, stuffed with fluff? I caught him–this is my token, my own personal trophy for my kill. Still, I’m getting the hankering for another project here soon–maybe not something quite so massive. Maybe I’ll make a pup for myself, or for a friend–I haven’t done one of those in ages. In fact, I’ve heard some rumours of an illegal dog fighting ring around town, and I bet I could extract an invite from one of my contacts–hell, maybe I’ll just run a kennel for a while? Pups are fairly easy, after all, I can make a few. After all, the only cruelty towards an animal I can condone is against a fellow human, you know?

The Trophy (Part 2)

***WARNING*** Abuse, rape, and physical mutilation ahead.

You have to start off by destroying their pride, you see.

You have to figure out what, more than anything else in the world, they treasure–that thing about them they love more than anything else, that thing where they store their idea of themselves. If you aren’t very experienced, you might need to rely on trial and error, though for most guys, it’s pretty obvious, I suppose. Got yourself a muscle man? Chain him up immobile for a few months with a catheter, feed him some gainer shakes until he’s good and plump, along with his own piss–ruin his body, and you can ruin his spirit faster than anything else. He’ll do anything you want so long as you don’t make him eat anymore. But for some guys, it can be as simple as a good, cleanly shaved head.

This one, it was so fucking obvious. His hair was the cleanest thing about him, primped and curled and flowing down past his shoulders. Sure, it looked nice, and there’s nothing wrong with a guy who wants to look pretty–everyone wants people to think they’re pretty, at the end of the day. But you want to break someone like this? Make them ugly. Of course, you can’t *just* shave their head. I coddled him for a few days, got him feeling better, gave him a bit of hope as his wounds were healing. He thought, just like a good beta, if he could perform submission well enough, I might just let him go. Then, when I couldn’t stand his false simpering anymore, I drugged him, hauled him out of the cell in my basement where he’d been staying, and bound him up naked–leaving just one arm free. I laid out the tools of his torture, while he slept–scissors and an electric razor, both within his reach, and then I waited for him to wake up, so I could explain the rules to him.

The game was simple enough–he had a choice to make. Either he could cut his own hair and shave himself bald, or he could take his punishment, whatever that might be. I remained vague, on that last part, of course. In his mind, he knew what I might be capable of, but a man’s vanity can be much stronger than good reason. He laughed, he thought this was ridiculous. Didn’t I know how long it takes to grow out hair like this? In truth, this was a test to see if I had guessed right. Any normal pragmatist would, perhaps, balk at shaving their head, but they would all do it, in the end. But him? No, his hair was the one thing about him which, in his mind, redeemed the rest of his failed life. Without his locks, what even was he anymore? I told him he had half an hour to complete the task–he didn’t even pick up the scissors once. So I bound his arm back down, and set up his punishment.

I hooked his cock up to a milker, put electrodes on his sack shoved a plug in his ass designed to vibrate against his prostrate, turned them both on, and sat back, to watch. He shivered at first, until the first load exploded out of him, and into the milker, which pulled out and dribbled into a quart mason jar, which I had set in his vision. He turned to me, and asked me how long this would take, and I informed him he could return to the cell when he had filled the jar. This, he thought, was ludicrous–a fucking quart of cum? I, however, was completely serious, and knew how long it would likely take–I kept him in that chair for six days straight, feeding him, giving him only two breaks a day, to shit and piss in a bucket under the chair, before hooking him back up. By the end, his cock was red and inflamed, he couldn’t even speak, having lost his voice after all the screaming, and I returned him to the cell to think about it for several days, before I dragged him back out, tied him down, and gave him the same choice: cut your hair, or take your punishment.

He actually picked up the scissors, that time, hands trembling, but he couldn’t do it. Still, progress. I knocked him out again, and hooked him up to a fucking machine–pounding his hole relentlessly until he could take my arm to the shoulder. As a relative virgin, his was…fairly tight–it took two days of work before he finally did it, and I locked him back up. At this point, I was sure he was imagining that this abuse was the worst I could do, the furthest I could go. I could wreck him, certainly, but I couldn’t destroy him. As expected, he again refused to cut his hair, certain he could take anything I might throw at him–but I had anticipated this, and so I took the thumb and index fingers from his left hand. He screamed for days, unable to believe what had just happened to him, what I had just done. This time, I let him stay in the cell with his ruined hand for close to a month, allowed him to heal slowly, without any relief from the pain. Then, I put him back in the chair.

He was terrified, but I told him that, this time, if he still refused, he could take his punishment and I would release him. However, I told him what that punishment would be. I would place a rubberband around his balls every ten minutes he failed to have his head completely shaven, and at an hour, I would take his nuts. He picked up the scissors before I even started the timer, and was hacking away at his locks. I got three bands on him, the pain and terror of his balls dying making his hand shake so much he had trouble finishing the job, but he made it, sobbing, and when I cut the bands, he shot a load from the sensation alone. I told him I was proud of him, and threw him back in his cell.

The Trophy (Part 1)

You know how it is: sometimes all you really want is a project. A big project, something you can really sink your teeth into, something that takes work, something big enough to give you that special kind of frustration, a puzzle to crack, a man to break. You can’t find someone like that in a leather bar–hell, you can’t find someone like that at any kind of gay bar. No, that’s too easy, when I get in one of those moods, when I start feeling restless, when every guy I bring home and keep around for a few days, perverting them further, just doesn’t do shit for me, not really. This is one of those times–so I figure, why not go on a hunt?

I can’t very well go out in my usual gear of course–the rubber tanks and leather chaps tend to scare off the prey, if they think they can smell a faggot. Still, getting dressed up for a hunt means considering what kind of prey I’m looking for, and also what’s in season. If it was summer, a bar by the beach would be ripe with muscle alphas ripe for the picking, but with the clouds rolling in and fall turning to winter, that wouldn’t be easy–or honestly, very desirable. No, I was feeling like something…something a bit rougher. Someone who might try and bite back. Flannel, I think. Yeah, but not a vest–don’t want my gut hanging out, as fun as that is. Flannel shirt, a bit worn and grungy, my biker vest over it. Jeans–not the best pair. They don’t fit quite right, and they’re still muddy from that night in the park a few days back with Rick. Still, if I’m straight acting they’re perfect. Finish the look with some boots, roll up the sleeves and show off my burly, hairy forearms, a ballcap, cigars of course, and I’m out the door into the early, already darkening evening. I’ll take the truck–play the part, and go for a drive.

I head out of town, through the suburbs and out onto the highway, skip a few exits and hop off when I spot a dive bar that seems busy. It’s a friday, the guys are all off work and celebrating–I slip in among the rowdy crowd like I know them, pick up a beer from the overwhelmed barkeep, and take a spot at the bar, where I can survey most of the room, and see how things develop. I nurse my first draft for a couple of hours, and start narrowing down the possibilities. It’s good, fertile. Any number of these guys would be great, but what I want is a challenge. Not necessarily the leader–if the leader disappears, people will ask questions after all. But the betas, the ones fighting for rank–those are who I watched, waiting for one of them to speak to me more than the others…and finally, it happened during the second fight of the night.

Two betas. One of them muscled, but short. He was intriguing, but just didn’t seem to give me much inspiration. The other, however, he was lovely. Tall, probably six foot two–not quite as tall as me, but close. Not muscled exactly, but more…toned. Not a gym toned–a work toned, a lower middle class hunger toned. He had this…lovely hair–long and curly, a dark blonde, which fell past his shoulders. I could see tattoos running up his arms, and the white tee he was wearing looked none to clean–the same with his jeans. He was also staggering drunk, which is really the only reason the short bearish one ended up winning, I think–yanked the guy down by the hair, got him off balance and with a sharp punch sent him tumbling into a table, overturning it. The crowd threw him out, but it was the tantrum he threw that sealed the deal for me–the rage, the anger, the pride. Just what I was looking for. I excused myself–no one even noticed that I’d been there, and followed him out into the parking lot, lighting a cigar as I did.

He was by one of the beat up trucks, trying to fit the key into the lock; I walked over and suggested that he not drive, as drunk as he was. That didn’t make him particularly happy, and he wheeled around, only to find himself facing me–he wasn’t too eager to lose a second fight, and he could tell he’d lose against me. Instead of throwing a punch he tried to insult me–I grabbed him by the long flowing hair and dragged him off, back away from the building, where a small stand of trees would give me some cover. He fought–but it was obvious he was proud of his hair–he didn’t dare risk ripping it out of his scalp enough to really fight me–at least until I threw him to the ground, got on top of him, and yanked down the back of his jeans.

Fuck, I needed this, so fucking bad. He fought, so I beat him to submission, breaking his nose and giving him a fat lip and two black eyes–then he gave in…kind of. He’d obviously never had someone in his back door. As soon as I forced my way in, he started hollering all over again–I had to ball up his shirt and shove it in his bloody mouth. I fucked him till I came, and then I slipped the popper bottle full of chloroform under his nose, and he was out like a light. The bar noticed nothing, as I backed my truck up to the trees, bound up my kill, threw him in the back, and headed home, ready to get to work.

Subway (Sketch)

Officer Hugo Mason had been with the city police department for close to ten years, and in that time, he’d always been highly respected by his fellow officers and superiors, enough so that his occasional fag bashings, both in and out of uniform, were usually overlooked and shoved under the rug by the rest of the department. After all, none of them liked faggots–although none of them disliked them nearly as much as Hugo did. Whether it was from a position deep within a closet of his own, or simply lashing out at a particular target, he was merciless either way. He was never quite certain, in the thick of what happened, whether it had been coincidence or some grand scope of cosmic revenge that it was him that ended up on the subway, alone in that car, that late at night. All he could really be certain of was that something strange had happened to him–though in the immediate aftermath, even he hadn’t been quite sure what it was.

It had been a late shift and he was on his way home–that time of night, there were never many people on the subway, but being alone in a car–that was rare enough that generally everyone notices when it happens, and the sensation is always eerie. A place  which was usually so full of people–you realize just how large and small the space is at the same time. Hugo once heard a story of someone hyperventilating while alone in a car. It was probably just an urban legend, but sitting there by himself, the tunnel roaring along outside, he could understand how it could do that to a certain kind of person.

It was a decent distance to the next stop, long enough for him to notice–and the lights in the car flickered once, then again, and plunged him into momentary darkness, before coming back alive. The car had never stopped moving, but when he looked around, after the darkness, he say that he was no longer alone in the car. Down towards the other end, standing, holding onto the upper rail, was a sizable man–well, a sizable faggot, by the look of him. He was clad all in some sick, leather mockery of the uniform he wore during the day, and that alone made Hugo furious. Those faggots–was nothing sacred to them? Or was everything just some…disgusting target for their filth? Did faggots see him like that? Is that why they were always looking at him? Because they wanted something like that?

He stood up, the lights flickering again as he did, the train swaying and keeping him off balance. “Hey! Faggot! What the fuck thinks you have the right to wear something like that?” The man did nothing, didn’t even look at him, like he wasn’t even there. “Hey! Hey fucker, I’m fucking talking to you!”

He stalked towards him. The lights cut again, and when the lights came back up–there was no one there. He looked around, confused–the lights cut again, this time longer, and then came back after a few seconds–the man inches from his face–Hugo staring right into his eyes, smelling his hot breath, tinged with cigar smoke, and Hugo…he felt different. He…he was different. He was cold–his shirt and pants were gone, replaced by a harness and leather shorts…and a collar, which the man grabbed him by, pulling him into a kiss. Hugo knew he should be disgusted, but all he could think was how much he wanted him, wanted this man, wanted to be with him. The train was slowing down as they kissed, and came to a halt. The man stepped away, and asked, “Coming, boy?” He left the train without waiting for a reply.

Hugo crept to the doorway and looked out at the empty station–a station he didn’t recognize from the route. It was…somewhere else. The man walked off and disappeared up a staircase–something in him ached to follow him, but the terror was greater–the door slipped shut again, and started up, the lights flickering off, and he was left standing there again, his old self, the taste of the stranger still on his lips, which he licked. His cock achingly hard in his pants–so hard that he was able to whip it out and jack off onto the seat beside him before the train reached it’s next station–his station, so he could get off, legs shaking, trying to grapple with what he’d just experienced, what he’d just felt, the certainty that soon, very soon, he’d have to feel like that again.

Breakdown (Sketch)

“Great, just great,” Paul thought, hearing his car’s engine start grinding as he drove down the highway. He made it another half mile before smoke started pouring out, and he was forced to pull off to the side of the road…somewhere. He was on the way to a convention being held in Houston, and had decided to just drive rather than book a flight, but here he was–stranded in the middle of “Some Desert, Texas” in the middle of the night. He was already cutting it close, since the convention started the next morning, but this didn’t bode well at all. He got out and tried to pop the hood, but the metal was too hot too touch–instead he got his cell phone, but naturally he had no reception–that’s what he got for going with that stupid bargain network bullshit. He kicked the tire, cursing, and then leaned against the car door, wondering what in the hell he was going to do. He had zero mechanical know-how–if desperate, he could probably figure out how to change a tire, but this was obviously beyond that. It would seem, then, that the only option he had was to try and catch a ride to somewhere he might get some help.

That late at night, vehicles were few and far between. He kept the lights of the car on so people could at least see, but the first several trucks and semis he waved at didn’t even slow down for him. Finally, after a few hours–putting it well past midnight at this point–a pickup truck rolled down the highway, saw him, slowed down and pulled off the side of the road a some yards ahead of him.

Both door popped open. From the passenger side came a younger man, probably not quite old enough to be drinking yet. He was in better shape but still with a sizable paunch, balanced with a bit of muscle, wearing a sleeveless tee in the hot night, grimy looking jeans and cowboy boots. From the driver’s side, out climbed a…rather obese redneck, a full bushy beard, and long hair, wearing a pair of coveralls and boots which looked to be coated in grease. That was a good sign at least–if the guy was actually a mechanic–maybe his luck was turning around.

“Hey! Thanks for stopping–I was starting to think no one was even seeing me over here,” he said, extending a hand for the older guy, “The name’s Paul.”

“Bill,” he said with a grin, and spit something black onto the ground, “Ah don’ mind givin’ ya a hand, but it ain’t gonna be free, ya hear? Still, don’ look like ya got much choice, right?”

“I mean, of course. How much will it cost?”

“We’ll figure that out once Ah see what’s wrong. Might need tah go back to the show fer the tow truck, we’ll see. Let me poke ‘round a bit, see what’s wrong.” The young man came up, and Bill slapped him on the back, “Mah boy ‘ere can keep ya company fer a bit–say hi, Tim.”

“Hello sir,” the younger man said, his voice much less accented then his father’s, “I just hope we can help you out. I got some coffee in our cab, you fancy a drink?”

“That…that would be nice,” Paul said, and followed Tim over to the truck, while Bill popped the hood, cusing at the heat, and started looking around. It was lifted well off the ground, and Tim had to climb up into the cab–as he did, he let out a long, slightly wet fart inches from Paul’s face, behind him. The smell was gastly, burning his nose and bringing tears to his eyes, as he tried to cough it back.

“Aw shit, sorry about that. I can let real stinker’s go sometimes.”

Paul was still coughing and sneezing, but it felt like…like the smell was forcing it’s way through his nose and eyes, right into his skull. he could almost feel it in there, wrapping….wrapping itself around his brain, choking it…cutting…cutting off…

Paul didn’t bother bringing down the thermos of coffee–he just flipped over, legs hanging off the seat, watching the businessman’s eyes glaze over as he stopped coughing. He was a handsome one–looked like he worked out, probably in mid thirties or so. Dressed in a suit, hair styled nice, looking like a good cityfolk ought to look. He unbuckled his belt and dropped his jeans and jock down around his boots, rolled over and dropped to the step up into the truck, bare ass towards Paul’s face, and let loose another fart towards him, Paul sniffing the air and stumbling forward, pushing his face between the young man’s cheeks and sorting in as much of the funk as he could, his tongue licking out the filthy crack, burrowing into Tim’s hole. It was…sweaty, or greasy–something was getting on his face in any case, but for some reason he couldn’t bring himself to care. Deep inside, some part of him was screaming, the the stench in his mind had cut it off, rendered it quiet and powerless.

He had no clear idea of how long he stood there, eating out Tim’s ripe hole, as the young man pumped fart after fart in his face, forcing him to inhale all of it, but eventually Bill came around the side of the truck, apparently unsurprised by what he was seeing.

“What’s the damage, daddy?” Tim asked.

“Engine’s shredded tha bits. We’re gonna have tah tow it outta ‘ere at some point. Looks like he’s enjoyin’ himself. Fuck, still remember the first time Ah caught a whiff a yer farts son, fuckin’ changed mah life.”

“Can I bring him home, Daddy? This one’s…hungry. I think we can have some fun.”

“Oh alright. Ain’t like he’s got anywhere else tah go, right? He can stay wit us ‘till Ah git his car fixed up.”

“Ya hear that Paul? You get to stay with me for a few days! isn’t that exciting?”

Paul wasn’t listening–Bill finally grabbed the man by the hair and pulled him free from his boy’s crack. His eyes were empty and unblinking, and his previously smooth face was coated with a half inch long beard all over, which he’d sprouted over the course of his ass eating. Together they got Paul into the cab with them, squished between them on the cab’s hump, and got back on the highway, heading home, Tim giddy with excitement that his new friend would be staying with him for a good long while.

Arctos Monthly (Part 5)

From that moment on, the two of them were inseparable. Andy was my roommate, sure, but he moved in with Mitch–after Mitch got done kicking his old frat bro out of the place to make room. While Mitch tried to go to class and practice, Andy spent the day fucking himself, smoking, drinking and eating, but as soon as Mitch got back to the room, they’d fuck all night long. I joined them regularly, but it was clear I was a third wheel, and when I got my third package in the mail–well, that changed everything, literally.

It came a few weeks after Mitch’s first, and it was moderately sized. I had no clue what might be in there, but I took it back to my room and opened it up, and when I did–I still don’t really remember what was in there. Nothing…physical, but as soon as I opened it, I started…seeing and feeling and knowing all of these things I knew I couldn’t, that all of this was impossible, and when I felt like my head was going to explode, I passed out–and woke up in my house. Yeah–my house, not what I was expecting either, not that I really knew what to expect from Arctos at that point.

But I had a house. I had a whole new life, actually. I made my way to a mirror and got a look at myself–now in my early fifties, a good amount of grey accenting my red. I’d done well for myself, working construction and owned my own company–I’d never been to college. It all felt perfectly natural, and totally unfamiliar at the same time, but needless to say, I was freaked out. I was still in the same town as before, so I hopped in my truck and headed for campus, where I discovered that both Andy and Mitch both remembered me, and that no one else did.

From that moment on, I drifted apart from Andy and Mitch, though I kept tabs on them well enough. Andy got his final package a week after me, and ended up in a rundown trailer park not too far from my house, living like a complete pig, eeking out a living as a long range trucker–which is about the only job he could manage with his piss-poor work ethic. Mitch quit going to school and moved in with his pig, and got his second package in due time–Andy made him hold off on using the cigar that arrived for him for four days, and Mitch smoked it with Andy in the room, of course. Mitch is massive now–shaved head, covered in tattoos, a real mean fucker, but the new Andy loves it–the abuse, the rough fucks, being his urinal, the fisting–all of it. Mitch doesn’t have a job–he doesn’t do well with authority–but they make some extra bucks renting out Andy’s hungry holes to a few local biker gangs, and Andy pimps himself out on his trips as well–though Mitch usually follows along in his hog, keeping tabs on his pig bitch. After Mitch’s third package, he aged up a bit, but not a whole lot changed–the two of them are certainly happy together still. I see them on occasion, but I don’t fuck Andy anymore, now that Mitch insists he charges me too–I don’t even get a fucking discount, can you believe that? Fucking ungrateful bastards.

But yeah, I was lonely, I admit it. I hooked up regularly, but most of the fucking bears around here are little bitches. It was Arctos who reminded me that I still had one referral left that I could use, and I’d made friends with an older fellow in my neighborhood named Orville–a widow in his early seventies, no kids. He…tolerated my sexuality, but didn’t understand it, but I figured, why not give him a chance to experience it himself?

He got the package a few days after I requested it, and twenty minutes later he was pounding on my door, dressed in some rather age inapporpriate attire–some denim cutoff booty shorts, a leather harness, and steel toed boots, a pipe shoved in his mouth, and my tongue shoved in beside it in short order. He was confused to say the least, and less than happy after I gave him the whole story, but, well, once he’d gotten a taste of my dick, he couldn’t quite get enough, and I was happy to have a steady fuck again. The pipe had put on some pounds, and fuck his ass was nice–soft and pillowy, but not too fat–just right.

He’d come around by the time the second package arrived, and he asked me to stick around while he smoked it. I was more than happy to do so, and when everything cleared–well, we were a bit closer than I was expecting. He’d picked up my red hair, though his was quite a bit whiter at his age, and a nice, thick accent that made my cock jump immediately. Yeah, he’d become my own father, and somehow that only made us hotter for each other. he loved lording it over me too–ordering me around, telling me how to take care of the company he’d given me when he’d retired, but in bed, he did what I told him–I made sure of that. The third and final package showed up and burst his bubble, however. When he woke up, he discovered he’d lost fifty years of his life, and now he was my young, chubby cubson, but I think it made him happy. Fifty more years, and someone sexy to spend it with? He thinks he’s pretty lucky, and I’m pretty lucky too, having a sexy son like that in my life.

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