I find the gainer kink hot but I’d never do it in real life cause I place a lot of value on health. How can I resolve this?(although your stories do help)

Stop caring about your health.

For real though.

First things first, being fat doesn’t mean you’re necessarily unhealthy. Fat people can be healthy too.

Second, if you have to choose between health and happiness, I would say you should choose happiness every time, or at least weight it a lot more heavily in your moral calculus. A long life lived miserably is just a life wasted. If adding 50, 100, or 200 pounds would make you happier, why the fuck not do it? Chances are the earth is going to be a fucking nightmarescape in fifty to a hundred years anyway, so get your jollies in now while we still have late-stage capitalism to depend on!