Yeah, that interests me for sure, but most people who claim they want that, don’t really. They just want to role play, they want the fun with none of the risk. They don’t want to really change, they just want to forever be the person on the cusp, constantly teetering at the precipice, but with all of the ropes and pulleys ready to pull them back if they go to far.
I’d cut the ropes, and shove you off the cliff without warning. Don’t want to be a white collar worker anymore? Fine–quit your job tomorrow, and start looking for work on a construction crew. Just fucking do it. Go hang out at a rest area and beg every man who comes in to let them suck your cock, and if they’re a trucker, beg them to take you with them to their destination, where you find another ride. Yeah, it’s going to suck, but it’s what you want, right? Or is it just that you want to want it?
That’s the crux, I think. Everyone just wants to want it–but they don’t know how to come to terms with actually wanting it. They want someone to push them, but as soon as someone offers, they run.
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