I’m just going to stop you at that first sentence, since you missed the subtext of my first response. I’m not your therapist. I don’t have the training to be your therapist, or anyone’s therapist. Furthermore, if I was a therapist, I sure as hell wouldn’t be giving out psychoanalysis for free. If you really want to figure your shit out, go talk to a professional, because all I have is snark and subtle mockery to hand out in spades.